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Thoughts swirling viciously in my mind
The antagonistic nature causing agitation 
Uncontrollable anger fills my heart ever deeply
Raging through my veins are the screams of my own anger 
Eyes twitching, muscle spasms, constant shaking 
I am nearing my limit

Eyes darting around the room, I question why things are
Fists shaking at the sides of my legs, I ponder the anger 
I wish to go outside and roar outwards at the world
Grasping my breast, I wish I could rip my heart out
Only then would I feel comfort in the darkness of Death
Angels descend from the sky, relieve my illness

Screams, cries, violent outbursts, nothing will help me
What is happening is unavoidable, and cannot be undone
Time stops for no man, and it won’t stop for me
Why do certain people torment me to such extremes 
I wish to feel invisible to those I hate and dislike most
Cloaking my existence, bringing me back to ecstasy 

Laying my head down, punching the very bed I lay in
I come to the realization that the pain and anger won’t leave
I stare at the ceiling, waiting for sleep to cocoon me 
Only the Sand Man’s touch will relieve my pain
For a limited time, I am in the world I wish to be in. 
Sleep is my only escape from You, the torment I face
If there is a higher knowledge, erase the evil within me
Set my soul free and let me rest in an eternity of ecstasy
I await you happiness, for you will be missed. 
Goodnight, I’ll see you on the other side, friend.  

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Ventum V9 by Ventum-Mittens
Ventum V9
 Opening up 2016 with a bang. We've got Ventum V9. Probably the best Ventum yet. I really like how this one turned out. This version of Ventum was made because I wasn't satisfied with how V8 turned out. I thought I could have made it better. Friends nudged me to make a V9. Thus, here we are.
 This version of Ventum is a "reboot" of the original character. He's got a completely new role, personality, and look. 

More images: 
imgur.com/a/oHfVp
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Soooo... anyone here play Warframe? I got into it about 2 months ago and it's amazing. Figured I would ask if anyone else played it. 
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Unit 54W: Metal-Toothed Madness by Ventum-Mittens
Unit 54W: Metal-Toothed Madness
A MOC I made a while ago that I've neglected to post anywhere, until now. This is really just an excuse to use light grey and orange together to make a robot <:L  

Crotch base design belongs to Lord Oblivion. 
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Days and Nights ever dull and deprived of life
Cold, heartless and unconcerned in their actions
Winds gliding as if the atmosphere could whisper
A feeling of negativity and depression surrounding the area
That is I. 

Others explode outwards with concerns and needs
I ignore all forms of life besides my person, for the sake of survival 
Continuing onward, I no longer look backward at the path traveled
As black and devoid of life as Space itself, I suck up positive life 
I am stagnant, I am unwavering
I am Ventum. 

Ecosystems and varied land masses, lively with colorful splashes 
Warm, sweetly crafted with kindness and care in their making 
Sun brighter than the whitest flame, shining down upon life 
A general feeling of acceptance and love surrounds the area 
That is I. 

Friends and acquaintances surround me with help and happiness
I wish to accept all forms, but alas I mustn’t be given help freely 
Continuing onward, I look backward at my path less traveled 
As bright and lively as Earth itself, I am damaged but love life 
I am damaged, hurt, but carry onward.
I am Kolk. 

Two halves of the same coin, we form a pact with one another
Our actions mystified by the currents of time, nothing certain 
One benefits and heals, while the other damages and removes 
Raped and taken like innocence, or given and accepted like gifts
There is lack thereof any middle ground
Mind like a battlefield, life made miserable or welcomed 
Somewhere between two polarities, will I find comfort. 
Between extreme euphoria or depression, will I find a balance 
Accepting that which is given, achieving that which is obtained
My path no longer crooked nor pearly, only realistically viewed
I am to be, I will be, I am that which I am. 
I am James. 



So, this is a poem of me venting out my current feelings on current situations. I shared my other poem, and it got decently recognized, so I felt I would share this too.

Also, for those unaware, my real name is James. That is the significance of the last line in the last Stanza. 

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Thoughts swirling viciously in my mind
The antagonistic nature causing agitation 
Uncontrollable anger fills my heart ever deeply
Raging through my veins are the screams of my own anger 
Eyes twitching, muscle spasms, constant shaking 
I am nearing my limit

Eyes darting around the room, I question why things are
Fists shaking at the sides of my legs, I ponder the anger 
I wish to go outside and roar outwards at the world
Grasping my breast, I wish I could rip my heart out
Only then would I feel comfort in the darkness of Death
Angels descend from the sky, relieve my illness

Screams, cries, violent outbursts, nothing will help me
What is happening is unavoidable, and cannot be undone
Time stops for no man, and it won’t stop for me
Why do certain people torment me to such extremes 
I wish to feel invisible to those I hate and dislike most
Cloaking my existence, bringing me back to ecstasy 

Laying my head down, punching the very bed I lay in
I come to the realization that the pain and anger won’t leave
I stare at the ceiling, waiting for sleep to cocoon me 
Only the Sand Man’s touch will relieve my pain
For a limited time, I am in the world I wish to be in. 
Sleep is my only escape from You, the torment I face
If there is a higher knowledge, erase the evil within me
Set my soul free and let me rest in an eternity of ecstasy
I await you happiness, for you will be missed. 
Goodnight, I’ll see you on the other side, friend.  

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:iconhedranus:
Hedranus Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2015
I'M BACK!!! (spread the word plz)
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:iconcrimson-eyed-sermon:
Crimson-eyed-sermon Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Danks for watch braah.

You've got some cool shizz here too so immah watchya.
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Ventum-Mittens Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2015
No problem man! ^^ Thanks for the watch as well! 
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Teridax467 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thx for the watch man
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:iconventum-mittens:
Ventum-Mittens Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2015
No problem!
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:iconauronthechampion:
AuRonTheChampion Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015  Student General Artist
You stuck with the Mittens thing?

I'm impressed man.
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Ventum-Mittens Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2015
Not really. If I could I'd get rid of it :P There's no point anymore. I'm impressed you're still alive. 
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:iconauronthechampion:
AuRonTheChampion Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015  Student General Artist
I outsmarted bullet.
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Ventum-Mittens Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015
Nice
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Atlasavion Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch! ^^
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